One Year Ago Today

One Year Ago Today;
i was happy, i could smile, i could love, i could laugh, i could hug, i could kiss, i could listen, i could trust, i could be worry free, i could text, i could talk, i could, i could, i could.

Today;
i cant be happy, i cant smile, i cant love, i cant laugh, i cant hug, i cant kiss, i cant listen, i cant trust, i cant be worry free, i cant text, i cant talk, i cant, i cant, i cant.

Don't you remember the day you whispered, "i love you" in to my ear?
Don't you remember our promises to each other?
Don't you remember One Year Ago?; Today.
Well let me explain myself,

One Year Ago today, was the last time you were here, at my house.
One Year Ago today, all i wanted was to be with you.
One Year Ago Today, i held your hand cause you were worried about us.
One Year Ago Today, you looked deep into my eyes, whispered in my ear, "i love you Amy."

Here i am today, sitting in the living room, that at one time you sat in also. I'm sitting here with you in my head, thinking about One Year Ago Today. The way you made me feel was indescribable. I think to myself what a waste of time, and how in the world it was so different One Year Ago Today.
Now when i see you;
im scared, i wanna cry, i wanna run, i wanna hide from you and hope you never find me. But on the other hand;
i wanna make sure you see me; see me happy, see me smile, see me love, see me laugh, see me hug, see me kiss, see me listen, see me trust, see me be worry free, see me text, and see me talk.
One Year Ago Today, things were different.