One Year Ago Today

One Year Ago Today;
i was happy, i could smile, i could love, i could laugh, i could hug, i could kiss, i could listen, i could trust, i could be worry free, i could text, i could talk, i could, i could, i could.

Today;
i cant be happy, i cant smile, i cant love, i cant laugh, i cant hug, i cant kiss, i cant listen, i cant trust, i cant be worry free, i cant text, i cant talk, i cant, i cant, i cant.

Don't you remember the day you whispered, "i love you" in to my ear?
Don't you remember our promises to each other?
Don't you remember One Year Ago?; Today.
Well let me explain myself,

One Year Ago today, was the last time you were here, at my house.
One Year Ago today, all i wanted was to be with you.
One Year Ago Today, i held your hand cause you were worried about us.
One Year Ago Today, you looked deep into my eyes, whispered in my ear, "i love you Amy."

Here i am today, sitting in the living room, that at one time you sat in also. I'm sitting here with you in my head, thinking about One Year Ago Today. The way you made me feel was indescribable. I think to myself what a waste of time, and how in the world it was so different One Year Ago Today.
Now when i see you;
im scared, i wanna cry, i wanna run, i wanna hide from you and hope you never find me. But on the other hand;
i wanna make sure you see me; see me happy, see me smile, see me love, see me laugh, see me hug, see me kiss, see me listen, see me trust, see me be worry free, see me text, and see me talk.
One Year Ago Today, things were different.

Hallie is a Mom

My sister Hallie had her baby :) Her name is Ki'ya;

Check Yes Juliet- We The Kings

Kami's House. = /

A couple of months ago it was my friend, Kami's birthday. Me and our other friend, Brittney went over to Kami's house. We ordered pizza hut, played on her WII, jumped on the trampoline, and rode her horse, Riot. It wasn't such a riot once we started to ride her. I hadn't rode a horse for a long time and Brittney never really ever did either. So when Kami offered us a ride we said yeah. Kami taught us how to put the saddle on and everything like that. I didn't want to get on first so Brittney did. Kami made the horse troot and walk. It looked easy enough. Next it was my turn. I got on, put my helmet on, and held on to the reins for dear life. I never really liked to ride horses and I'm deathly afraid of heights. So the two combined equaled a mess. At first it was fun. Then Kami made Riot troot and i tensed up. And i guess Riot detected that because i could feel her get uncomfortable and to make it worse she shuffled her feet like she was going to take off running. Kami thought it would be funny if Riot took off running. So she smacked Riot right in the butt. Riot took off running. And i started to scream. It was like i was a rag doll i was tossed to the left then the right. Riot wasn't such a Riot after all. I was terrified. Riot ran up against a tree and my leg got caught on it. I thought i was going to die. Then Kami's mom, Laura screamed from the window, "Pull up on the reins!" But i couldn't they were caught up in my fingers and i wasn't going to let go of them. Finally after this had been going on for about twenty minutes, Riot had finally had enough. She stopped in her stable and i just sat there. I was to scared to get off of her. Eventually Kami and Brittney made there way up to the stables, to find me just sitting there on Riot. Then i jumped off and ran inside. I cleaned my scratches from my face and leg. I just got minor scratches and bruises. I'm glad that I'm still alive. :)

Steve Irwin- My Hero

Lets talk about..... Steve Irwin. Some of you might know who I'm talking about, Others you might not. Steve Irwin was the Crocodile Hunter. The gut that saved, Rescued and grew up with Crocodiles. He was also my Hero. I would wake up early in the morning every Monday just to see a new episode. I watch everything. From the time he married his wife Terri Irwin to his tragic death. I once knew a girl who was his niece. And she showed me pictures of her with Terri and Bindi and Bob. Steve Irwin inspired me to love and care for animals. My biggest dream was to one day meet him. He suddenly died on September 4, 2006. I remember because i remember waking up to my dad telling me that he had died. And me running into the living room, Seeing it on the News. It crushed my heart to see him die. He left behind his zoo, his daughter Bindi, his son Robert, and his wife Terri. Irwin was killed by a stingray that had pierced him in the chest. This made me not like stingrays for a while. But then i realized, the stingray that Steve had swam over was just doing that in deffence. And Steve woul'nt have wanted people to not like stingrays. Steve Irwin was a great man. My hero. Steve Irwin 1962-2006. R.I.P.

Music is Music

Everybody has there favorite music. Pop, Hip-Hop, Rap, Jazz, Country, Scream-o, Rock and Roll, Techno, And many more. Sometimes i think to myself, What would life be like if there was no music? The world would be very very very quiet. There would never be Kiss, Tina Turner, Bon Jovi, Kelly Clarckson, Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana, Kanye West. Nobody like that. There would be no American Idol, No music Studios. Nothing. Life would be weird. Don't you think? I mean you wouldn't have a favorite song or a song stuck in your head or even a radio. No ipods, No Mp3 players, No walk-men, No CD players. I thank the people that made music. And the people that made 104.7. Under comments, I want you to put your favorite song, artist and the song you could never get out of your head.

She's my Bestfriend.. Laverne

My best friend and me have non each other since the 1st grade. The way i met her is that we had 4 little tables in the classroom. I sat and table number 2 and she sat at table number 4. She would always give me a funny look like she didn't like me or something. But at lunch she would sit next to each other and talk. We would usually talk about which milk is better, Chocolate or White. Pretty soon we were friends. Going to each others house and having sleep overs. Then we became best friends. Inviting each other over because we didn't want to be bored, Invited each other to each others houses. Now we don't really hangout anymore. I mean we do when were playing volleyball or softball. Other than that, no. At school, It's like we dont even know each other. We'll say hi to each other in the hall ways and hi at lunch but we hangout with different people. She hangsout with the preps and the emos and i hangout with the wanna be gangsters and wangsters. We have the same style in clothes, hair, bands, singers, t.v shows, movies, music. We even go with each other to her brothers band concerts because there so boring. But when were there, We raerly talk. I have a cell phone. And she doesn't. She has more gal friends then me and i have more guy friends. Were two totally different people at school. But when its just the two of us, Were wild and crazy and weird. Sometimes we say if our friends saw us right now they would think weird-o's and probally ignore us the next day at school. But even if that does really happen, We'll still be friends forver.